Alina,
I will try to help you with your health problems, as much as I can. I do not know when the right time for you would be. I hope the doctors are wrong, and you can have children. The world needs more people like you.
I wrote a much longer post, but I deleted it already. I will only say instead that you are goodhearted, intelligent, kind, witty, have a good sense of humor, and we share some of the same interests.
I truly hope that I find a new treatment that will work. Even if I do, it is probably true I will
not live a lot more years.
So, I want to ask your advice about something.
If my health does return, do you think if I knew a woman
I truly adored, she would understand that I might
ask her something that I would not ask her if my life
were different?
I mean..my life will be short. I do not like to think this way, but that
is the reality of my disease. This makes my reality very different
and her reality different also. I mean, my years will be short,
and so it is not about a long lifetime.
I have never been in love in my life.
I have always wanted to experience this
at least one time in my life.
Thanks for any answer.
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ReplyDeletewaw i try 3 times to write u a coment:)i was verry surprize(in a good whay) to see this blog.i Know u are a good man and u demonstrate this to me every day. i cant belive u never fall inlove.u must try it ..is a good felling and a bad one( u know what i meen i hope) If u love ,like, somebody u must tell her cuz life is short and u need to live it to the full .but u know womans.... :P are dificul so if u will get a bad anser ..u need to stay beside her to earn her love and trust :).and u deserve the best cuz u are the best..a woman how will love u will not care about how manny years u have left(in a good whay)..and try to make u fell loved ans smile every day. I know u are a gr8 men and i sow that from the verry first min u enter my" room" cuz u are diferent.and that i love about u and hope u will stay this whay forever .u need to be happy and need somebody how cares about u. u need to love to fell joy to make sex in the park:D not just wolk the dog there(hihihi :D) and live life ..and im not saying that becouse i know your problems... im saing that cuz is the right way to live. And one more think i love about u is that u fight and smile all the time ( i tell u about my mother..she never fight like u) and u bring joy to me when i see you like this.:)...im geting sentimantel her:)) not good ... in a feew words .. fight for what u whant cuz in this f***ing :)) life if u dont finght u lose:P.. hope i understand what u ask me ..if not let me know..
ReplyDeleteoo end about my peoblems..i whant a boy and i know i will have it..cuz i will do my best to get well :D no?
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